EDIT: Really sorry I worried you guys, but I'll be just fine. Nobody is perfect, but I'm just the kind of person that complains all the time.

I'll be fine, I managed to find some old bagels in a cabinet we never really use. Yeah I'm alone right now because my dad is hibernating in his room, but watching anime makes me feel a little better. ^^

I'm sorta dealing with a smartass at the moment, so I haven't been really replying to any messages, but I will as soon as I can. ^^

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I'm really really sorry guys, I KNOW your all going to hate me for this...But I'm really depressed right now...

Things are going better for me school-wise, but I swear I'm going to go insane. I think I have a little already....

I kept trying to hide it from people, and tried to be as happy as possible, but no matter how hard I tried, it never lasted long. What am I so depressed about, you ask? Well here's an answer:

I was just at my friend 's house. But the thing is, she's the only person whose house I go to on the weekends or sometimes during the week.

So almost every day, especially the weekends, I'm home, basically alone. My dad hibernates in his room while I'm in the living room alone. Yep, I live alone with my dad, and he hibernates in his room. Every night I feel like crying because I feel so alone, but what makes it even worse, is how I can't eat.

Yeah, it's true. Sometimes I have to go through a whole week (including weekends) without eating. That's how poor I really am. And the stupid people on YouTube who make fun of me because they want me to buy a new mic? "Ohohohoho, just buy a new mic, they're ONLY 10 bucks." Well dude, I don't have 10 bucks, kay? My dad did, but he had to use it to buy lunch....But he didn't have enough for me to get lunch, and lunch is $3 at school...

I don't know why but I feel like jumping off a bridge. I don't want to, but I feel like I do. It's really weird...

I'm so hungry, and I barely ate anything today...Half a small sandwhich, and part of my friend Robin's () thingy that starts with a "C".

I feel anorexic because of how skinny I am...I weigh 93 pounds now, I just checked my weight, and it used to be 102 about a month ago...I'm practically 15 and weigh 93 pounds...That's really kinda sad...

I don't know what to do anymore, I don't think I can take much more of this...